This week is a struggle. I have so much work to do (study wise, i have the week off from the deli) and i'm just getting nowhere. It's a battle to study, i just can't focus and i'm making no headway. Last night, i had to leave youth group early - i just couldn't do it. I wasn't going to be any use to anyone, i had no enthusiasm and was feeling awful. I don't know if i'm sick, or what, but i'm useless. I WANT to work, i want to get everything done and be on top of things for once. It's so stressful being behind. It's so frustrating. I WANT TO BE FUNCTIONAL!!