I hurt on the inside. More of an ache than a sharp pain. I hurt most of the time. I don't feel emotions anymore. I miss feeling happy. I miss being excited and nervous and anything at all. I feel sad sometimes, but even then it's more about the fact that i can't feel anything than the things that actually should be making me sad. It's confusing and makes me all muddled on the inside. I don't like it. It's frustrating and i hate it so much. Unfortunately, i don't know how to make it go away. And it's hard to concentrate and study. Which is extra hard when exams are coming up. I would like it to stop. I don't know how.
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i think i know how you feel.
and this emptiness..nothingness.. is not overly productive when it comes to me trying to study.
here's to crossing our fingers that we both make it through exams anyway.
sigh.
i havent commented for a while, hope everything's been good, generally speaking, while ive been gone..
It's such a terrible thing to feel that way. :(
hey catie, good luck with your exams - i assume they're this week or at least soon. i missed your commenting. fingers crossed the emptiness and ickyness goes away long enough for us to study.
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