Too Much on My Plate

I have;
* over 100 A4 psych pages to read and note
* a 300 word trust essay due friday
* a 2100 word psych research essay due in just over a week
* a 2100 word australian legal history research essay due in just over a week
* an oral presentation to finish for australian legal history
* at least 20 pages of crime and punishment readings

That's just to do this week. And isn't counting work tomorrow, the gym, an ARK meeting, more work, stateswim, a family lunch, and work friday night. Or the fact that i suck and never get anything done. Or the fact that my mind is whirring so fast that all i can really make out is a blur rushing past my eyes.Not condusive to working. And it's already 8.50 and i've not done any work since i got home from uni... and coffee with Bri.

I've got a hint of that feeling where i can't breathe. Panic...

This weekend could be good. Or bad. It could swing either way. On the one hand, i have a dumb, long conference on friday night, a horrible stint at stateswim on saturday morning, a family lunch to suffer through and saturday night plans that i'm just waiting to be bailed on for, along with more work than i can get a handle on. On the other hand, i have a cool concert on friday night, i get to see cute babies at stateswim, we're having chinese for lunch with the family (and i'm craving chinese), and i have something on saturday night that i'm really looking forward to - and i always manage to get my work done in the end.

I'm hoping things will go the second way. I'm looking forward to that way. Let's see how things turn out.

Ps. Wish me luck - i'm thinking of quitting stateswim on the weekend... I'm not enjoying the job, but maybe i ne the money?