I just did something that scared me, and something that i've been steadfastly avoiding for a long time. I'm so scared, that my heart is beating overtime and my breath is constricting my chest. I don't know if i did the right thing, and, frankly, i didn't want to do it. But, i did it anyway, and now i'll have to deal with the fallout. But i'm still scared. I thought this might make me feel better... but maybe it'll just leave me with the tight feeling in my chest indefinately.
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care to share what the scary thing was????
i talked to someone i'd not talked to in weeks, because i didn't know where we stood, and i wasn't sure if they wanted to talk to me. if i was shut down, i knew i'd be completely crushed. Might not sound like much, but it really was important to me.
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