Nothing At All

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Nothing At All...

I did nothing at all that was particularly productive today. I drove to uni twice to pick up assignments (yes, the stupid services office was closed the first time i got there). I worked a shift at stateswim - where i had one little darling cry for an entire session, pleading with me in his naturally arnold schwarteneger 2 yr old voice for me to 'please, please, let him get out'... it was heartbreaking! I also had a little girl tell me that the mermaids she saw under the water were beautiful and told her that they loved her. So cute.

I had a four-hour coffee with Angel today, where we went around in circles for the entire time on pretty much just the one topic... where we came to conclusions for nothing at all. It was pretty funny (especially when PB rang in the middle of our conversation and was greeted with shrieks of hysterical laughter) - and we've decided that the WORST greeting in the world is 'hey nice boobs'; no matter what any guy thinks, that is NOT suave :P We also re-established the retardation of many situations in the world.

I have 'you are my sunshine... my only sunshine... you make me happy... when skies are grey...' stuck in my head. Which has nothing at all to do with anything at all. But it's running circles around my cranuim. It's interesting.

Angel and i had God-talk today. It was good. I liked it. I think it'd good to talk about things that have no proof. It makes things simpler to talk about things. I can talk about the same thing over and over again, not get sick of it, feel so much better and achieve nothing at all. But i still like it. I don't talk enough anymore!

I love LittleM today - he sent me a random 'cheer up' type message, just because he knew. He said he was always there to talk and that he'd come see me this week to cheer me up. Even though he can say nothing at all that will make it all go away, the fact that he cares wins him smiles. I like smiles. Nothing at all beats hugs and smiles - always remember that.

Nothing at all will convince me that kids movies are for kids only. I love them and i'm not as child-like as people seem (although i do lisp occasionally when i'm tired and i fall over things lots...). Kids movies are really for everyone, you just need to be in touch with your youthful side!

I picked up two assignments today. High pass for one, high credit for the other. Not too bad. My whole 'it's all about the pass' line is only going to work for so long... but nothing at all will make me let it go until at least the end of this year... i'll worry about actually doing well next year...

Nothing at all prepares you for life after school, where things get complicated and where things don't have an easy fix. But people tell you it gets easier - and, for now, nothing at all will convince me to give up that hope for something better being just around the corner.

I've taken to blogging about nothing at all, all the time. It's just an outlet. Instead of it being all-annie-blah-time in real-time, it's all-annie-blah on the blog. Plus, it keeps Angel up to date on what happens on the few minutes between our catch-ups - and then she can clal me on my **** when i try the 'i'm FINE' line on her :P Haha, i've stopped making sense. It was nice when i actually could write with some style and flair, without this babbling nonsense that i do these days! Ah well, one day i'll get back to normality!

Ayles just told me that she loves me and she wants me to come and visit her when i go overseas at the end of the year - we can go to Austria and explore the land of The Sound Of Music together! How cool is that?! Nothing at all has made me less terrified about going away, except this. Go Ayles!

Until then, you can be kept up to date with the nothing at all which is currently causing the nothing that is what's inside me right now. It'd all make a very interesting research experiment, really. Anyone want to study it?

Anyway, that's it from me... i really must go and at least look at the work i have to do for lawyering... if i start it, then i can at least say that i've achieved something other than nothing at all today :P

Annie