The Reject Dolls

Rejection Dejection

Who remembers that random show from when we were kids that was called 'The Reject Dolls' and was all about a bunch of old dolls who lived in the Reject Box but got out for adventures all the time? I'll admit it was a strange show, but i used to like it! It was right up there with 'Widget', 'Gumby', 'Captain Planet' and 'Johnsonn & Friends'... boy, has T.V gone downhill since we were kids! (lol, there i am ,showing my age).

But no, i'm not here to talk about the deterioration of children's television (this time). I was just using 'The Reject Dolls' for an example. You see, today has been lovely and crappy (as i'm sure you may have realised from the earlier entry about my current hatred for windows). Rejection - or at least the reminder of oh, so many - has featured largely. Hooray. Now, if you're looking for a nice and upbeat blog entry, this probably isn't going to be the one to read... scroll down to find a better one and leave me to express my woes as best i can in peace (seriously). :P

Ok, i am 100000% aware that a blog is a BAD place to talk about some stuff, especially if your friends are going to read it (yep, there is some logic there and yes, there are some of my friends who do actually visit :P). But meh. I need an outlet and this it going to be it. Even so, i'll be subtle... or at least try to be...

So. Let's take stock of current 'rejections'

- you've got the males who currently hold my affections nicely below their foot, giving them the ultimate power there, nothing i can do. However, instead of being glad that there's a girl around, totally willing to put up with them for an extended period of time, depsite their inability to function in a normal relationship/be nice to people without wanting something/actually be aware of what's going on/convince people that certain features of theirs do not look like those of a barnyard animal/blah blah blah (and let me tell you, they are eventually going to realise that very few people will actually be willing to stand these traits, believe me, and then they'll be sorry they didn't take advantage of the one poor idiot who would), these guys chose to ignore me completely - or close enough too - whether they realise it or not. Now, this isn't entirely their fault, as they may not actually be aware of what is under their foot, or they may think it is some kind of squishy pillow, i don't know. But that's not the point. Their not realising doesn't change the fact that their hooking up with my mates (not that i hold it against them, cos i totally don't - and i'm not being sarcastic, i really don't) or talking to me about their girl problems or ignoring me completely unless they want me to lend me something/fill in when one of the other girls isn't around/need someone's house to party at and don't want to use theirs/want the inside gossip about what's happening with the girls at school who they drool over/etc is still rejection. So lovely. That would be point number one (quite a biggie, sorry) on my list of recent rejections.

- Then there's the fact that my best friend dumped me (not too recently but still, not fun) for another person. And has barely talked to me since. Yay.

- And you can couple that with the next best mate, who also ditched me for nothing better than her computer and a new-found liking for the inside of her house as opposed to the company of her friend was already feeling like shit from the last dumping... double fun...

- Add the parentals, who love the brother (and actually do love the brother) the most -- not the most worrying thing ever, cos i don't really care, but it still does make the list - and you've got quite a nice pile here.

- Then there's the job i didn't get, which wasn't anybody's fault, but...

- And the job you thought you were going to get, but now may go to your less qualified bud (good for her though) instead of you...

- There's the friend you were going to hang out with who ditched you for unnecessary (ok, maybe slightly necessary) study and the one that didn't want to hang out once she figured the guy wouldn't be there...

- And to top it all off, my cat won't come near me.

Yes, i am 100% aware of the fact that i sound like a whining, complaining moron. If you comment and tell me something along those lines anyway, i will kill you. Trust me. And, i am also aware that half of these things are nothing to worry about. However, when YOU get all of them at once, THEN i will allow you to tell me that it's all me being stupid. Ok? But until then, i guarantee you that it's no smiles, so don't tell me it is. And i mean that in the nicest possible way.

Now, if you are thinking that you are one of the people not-so-subtly mentioned here and you're offended, i'm sorry. I didn't mean offense. However, i did need to unload so... but i'm not trying to be mean or whatever. That's jsut what i am feeling at the moment, and, like i said before, it's all just because it's all at the same time that it's stressing me. If it was one at a time, then i'd deal and none of it's worry me. So don't be mad!! Please? Or at least tell me if you are, so i can grovel...

Ok. I'm going to stop the verbal (written) spew here and quit while i am as far ahead as i can be. I hope you stopped reading this right at the start when i warned you that you should... it really would be much better for all of us if that were the case!

Right. I'm off to bed... and the moral of this blog; rejection is only in the eyes of the beholder, so think poisitive and you'll feel better... i'm going to try and take my own advice in the morning :P

Night!

Me