Ok, so i'm more or less having panic attacks today. I'm stressed, wound really tight and trying to take deep breaths to remain calm. Not sure what's brought this on... but i'm hating it. I need one of those amazingly tight hugs that can suppress my nervous system and make it better. Don't know where to get my hug fix. Majorly stressing :( Need to find some distractions, something to do. I'm sick of sitting around and doing nothing all day. Doing nothing is nowhere near as good as doing something, even if it's something that requires very little energy. I hate it when i'm like this.