"Blarg" seems to be my word of the week at the moment. It's rather all encompassing. Not only is it an excellent demonstration of onomatopoeia, but it's also a great word to describe just how dodgy exam period is. It's a word that suggests a blah existence, a general crankiness, a non-good mood. I'm using it rather frequently this week. It's just so apt.

Anyway, i've got so much study to do, that's gradually getting done - but who knows whether it will all get done in time. After tonight's exam, i'm choosing (using the term 'choosing' instead of 'just being unable to do anything differently') to watch Buffy - which is incredibly upsetting because my darling Xander just lost an eye. Sadness. Much sadness...

I did get something cheery in this day of mine. Someone left a comment on one of my posts...

Hi =) I just happened to randomly discover your blog (quite a long story as to how it happened), and just wanted to let you know i think its great, and enjoyed reading it. It seems that you put into words the way i sometimes feel. For some reason i just feel there are similiarities between us. So, i suppose, i sort of draw comfort from feeling that i'm not alone. So i wanted to thank you, for me and for anyone else who has read your blog and gone "yeah, me too."I'm not sure what you'll make of this comment, perhaps you'll think of it as 'food for post', encouragement, gratitude, admiration, or just pure randomness. Either way, keep doing what you're doing. And good luck for your exams! I just finished mine - they suck, but you'll get through. But i'll cross my fingers for ya anyway. =)

It's been awhile since i've heard something like this - that i'm not just some stupid kid writing crap down for it to get lost in cyberspace. But even more than that, whoever this girl is, she reminded me that nobody is all alone in how they feel. That 'nobody understands, nobody else has pain like me right now' feeling really is just not true. I'm not belittling the feeling, or anyone's pain, but knowing that you're not the only one thinking that was somehow makes everything a little less dark. Same works for my bouts of crazy - maybe i'm not the only one who flies over the cuckoo's nest. I had some profound stuff to say here... but it's totally fallen out of my head, as is always the way when i have something important to say. Nevermind. All that's really important is my thanks for this nice girl. If she ever ventures back here, i hope she reads this.

I should get some work in. Then perhaps there's time for a little damaging behaviour. And all the while waiting for lovely messages from people that i really have no reason to expect. Ok. Must. Stop. Getting. Distracted. By. The. Internet...

No doubt i'll be back soon.