I think i'm missing the part of my brain that monitors whether or not what i'm doing is a good idea and whether or not it has any consequences. Perhaps i've bumped my head to many times that it's simply fallen out. Either way, i can't seem to stop myself doing incredibly stupid things. Take, for example, last night. I did the most stupid thing that i've done in a very long time. I'm not talking 'sent a stupid text message', 'drank too much' or 'got to close to a random' type stupid - though those things may have happened too - but something that's just chronically nuts. I really don't know what i was thinking (actually, i probably could figure out what i was thinking, but then would have to work out how on earth i deluded myself into thinking that was the case). And now i really have no idea how i'm going to fix things.
Maybe there's some kind of operation that will re-implant that missing part of my brain again? Failing that, i think a total frontal lobotomy will serve as an interim solution - it'll at least make me forget this particular stuff-up...
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