The Evilness Of The World In General

Apaprently, My Luck Hasn't Changed.

I'll warn you in advance that this post will make little or no sense.

We went out last night, to celebrate Loz's 18th birthday. We hit the oxford, the archer and the cambridge, before making it to the lion, finding it closed and heading home. I saw meddies when we were out (they were on their pub crawl), so it was good to see Freckles, Shish, LewBear and co. It was good hanging out with PB, the SouthAfrican, Dr.B and the gang.

Dr.B managed to get himself lost. When we went to look for him in the cambridge, he told us that he was in the 'room with the steering wheel' - which we spend ten minutes looking for. When we called him, he was in his car. Idiot. Eventually, we figured out that he's gone to drive from the cambridge to the oxford, not realising that they were across the road from one another... it wasn't his best moment.

Now for the rant-y part, where all the crap that is going on in my head will make it onto the page, in one form or another.

Pretending that holding hands is complying with 'just friends' rules is a lie. Both of you know it's not. Even if you say that you're only doing it when you're crossing/driving on roads. Especially if it's not just ur regular hand holding. Especially if the hand holding is just a substitute for hooking up (i never knew you could pretty much equal hooking up, but just by holding hands instead of using mouths). It sounds bizzare. But it's true. And it's really not fair.

The person who imposes the 'just friends' rule is the one who has to be sensible. If it's their idea, they're the one who has to stick to it. Seriously.

Boys are stupid. All of them. They shouldn't try to juggle two girls at one. Because one of them will get hurt. And, because of my awful luck, that one will be me.

I think there's an 'asshole' gene that is attached to the y-chromosome.

The male species shouldn't exist. We should all be one gender and just reproduce by growing babies in the ground or something.

I joke about his dressing gay, but it would be so much more useful if he actually WERE gay, because then the issue of his liking me WOULD NOT BE AN ISSUE and i could go near him without it being a problem.

The term 'just friends' is a stupid one. Because people who have to have a conversation about whether or not they're 'just friends' obviously aren't just good friends. And whoever comes off worse in the conversation is obvsiously just going to spent the next significant period of time hoping that things will change and that there will be no such obstace as a significant other.

If being with someone makes you so happy, you should bloody well be with them all the time, rather than just going back to your SO.

Obviously, i'm feeling rather woe-is-me right now. I think i need one of our old girls nights to cheer me up. I'm really quite sick of bad things happening in my life. I was thinking that maybe things were looking up, but apparently not. See, i always knew that optimism was really nothing but false hope. Yes, i'm in a dismal mood. Deal with it. And DON'T tell me that everything is going to work out ok. Because that's bullocks.

Annie