That Time Again

Exams Rear Their Ugly Heads

It seems like only yesterday that i was panicking over year twelve exams. It feels like i only just recovered. I think i'm still feeling relief that they're over. It's unbelievable that my first round on university exams are upon me.

Thank goodness one of my topics has no exam - four seems like so many more than three... but three still seems like far more than i want! However, despite a sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach that i may fail at least two of them, i'm attempting to retain an attempt at a facade of optimism and hope. Yay! Two thumbs up for the positive outlook.

Downside? I am underprepared. I'm terrified. I don't actually know where the venues are... i'll really need to figure that out before it gets to next monday. I'm so scared that i'm going to fail and have to sit supplementary exams or, worse yet, repeat the whole topic. I cannot stand failing. It makes me miserable. I don't want to be miserable.

Upside? I have a week to prepare before the exams slap me in the face. Friday next week and this will alllll be over. A few weeks before i get any results - so that i can at least pretend that i passed for a little while. Then it's holidays!! Holidays always cheer people up. Or at least remove that hanging cloud of annoyance that is the uni work that is meant to be being done!

I actually got a little something done today. I feel quite successful... even though i know i most definately could have achieved masses more... meh, minor detail.

So, back to the slavery for another couple of hours at least. Wish me luck!

Annie