Uni Days

Dawn of a New Era

This week, in essence, uni has started. Pi and i have lectures everyday as part of O-week, as an introduction, but they're really just starting to teach us the basics. We have three hours each day and out of that there's about an hour, if that, of useful information. But we've met some new people and the atmosphere isn't too bad so it's ok! That isn't to say that parking permits, internet access forms and, most of all, text books, haven't become the bane of my existance. Ah well, i'll just take the good with the bad.

I feel like i'm neglecting my bloggie at the moment. I suppose that, in light of how often i used to write on it, i am. But i've been so busy. With uni, three or so jobs and a million or so church commitments, i'm more than flat out. Not to mention a certain birthday pressie for a certain long-distance buddy of mine, which is taking up rather a lot of time!

On top of that... well, things are just so complicated. I know i've said it before but i'll say it again. It seems to me that in India things were just so simple. With no technology, no family, no guys, no parties, no school, few friends... everything that makes life complicated disapeared when i was over there. But unfortunately i'm home now. Everything that i successfully avoided while i was over there has returned to my life. And thinking about it takes up all of the time that i used to spend writing on my blog.

It's not even the kind of stuff that i can write about on this. What was once my sanctuary, my place to let everything out, to say the stuff i never would is now nothing but a place where i avoid saying what i really think. The thought of that makes me hate the facade i've put up. So, if i'm not writing as much as usual, it just means that i'm taking a little down-time, to try and figure things out. Don't stop checking in though, i'll not abandon the hovel completely.

Talk soon.

Annie