In an attempt not to panic...
...I'm hiding from my accounting revision. After spending the last few hours doing multiple choice questions, i've discovered that i am screwed. I'm lucky if i get half of them right. Until this afternoon, there was a smidge of hope that my long-term memory would kick in and i'd bo ok. However, i've since discovered that, if you never knew the information, you won't actually remember it. I know i've said 'i'm screwed' for exams before (which, by the way, really isn't an attractive phrase... i'll work on an alternative), but this time it's actually rather true. I have absolutely NO idea what i'm doing. At all. And now i have my exam in 16.5hrs. Which is hardly enough time to learn an entire years worth of accounting - which isn't all that easy at the time!!! Although, it apparently is much easier to do for classics and history :P Ok, can you tell that i'm slightly panicked? This is really not good. I hate not doing well in exams. Augh!! Well, to find the silver lining, all i can say is that we don't get given the answers (unfortunately) so i won't know about all the things that i've stuffed up... until i get out, that is, and hear about how some of the girls got 99%... I don't want to fail! As long as i pass it's not soooo bad. Then at least i'll pass the course overall. But it's worth 50%!!! That's alot! (Duh) I DON'T WANT TO FAIL! I'm not calm. Not at all calm. Not good. Don't know how i can learn this stuff! I never could work it out! How am i supposed to now? Not good!
Yes. I'm ranting. No. I'm not making sense. Yes. I know you think i'm over-reacting. No. I don't agree with you.
I'm scaaaaaaaaared.
But i DO get to swim with the noodle tomorrow night - good oppourtunity to drown myself after i fail my exam. Hooray.
1 comment:
Don't give up hope. I'm sure you'll do fine.
Good luck.
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