Saturday, October 18, 2008

Grrrrrr...

Ok, so i'm watching Veronica Mars while i enjoy my afternoon of absolutely nothing. I love this show (and, more specifically, i love Jason Dohring who plays Logan Eckles). However, i've run into a speed hump that's interrupted my otherwise uninterrupted VM flow.

Logan Eckles has just found a new girl. She's skinny, she's blonde, she's perfect, she's tiny, she's giving off that air of 'oh, please, protect me'. Somehow, i've tricked myself into watching a version of my own personal hell. Essentially, i hate these people. I hate the boys who fawn over them, hold their hands, carry their books, worship them - because they're blonde and perfect. While people don't admit it, guys are immediately drawn to their blonde helplessness. It doesn't matter that they learn to love them for other reasons. The kick-starter is the blonde and skinny.I, on the other hand, am tall, pudgy, imperfect and definately don't give off a 'protect me' air, no matter how much that may be the case. The people that try to hold my hand are either hammered, over 40, or complete scumbags. I have to do things the other way around - convince people that i'm not a psycho before they even start thinking that i may be worth a second glance. Yes, you can hear a touch of bitter.

Why, exactly, i'm continuing to watch this stupid little blonde girl have Logan Eckles fall over himself because she's pretty and blonde probably has something to do with the fact that i want to know who exploded the bus... and something to do with the fact that i know this stupid girl isn't a season regular - which means that Logan will break up with her at some point. I'm looking forward to it.

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