It's A Miracle

For the first time in eighteen months, i've started to care about my education. Today, the SouthAfrican figured out my GPA and told me the marks that i'd need to get for distinctions in each topic. I've been getting distinctions all term, and don't want that to go to waste if i bomb in my exams. However, the marks i'll need in my exams and final assignments are quite high... and i just don't know if i can wrangle it!

So, all of a sudden, i'm incredibly stressed. No more calm for me! As of this afternoon, i'm panicking. I have a huge assignment to do, a faux-job application to write and three exams to study my butt off for... all in less than two weeks! Along with work and goodness knows what else! And i'm actually going to have to work really hard if i want these decent marks that i apparently need to raise my GPA to a more respectable level.

Obviously, this is why i'm on my blog, talking to English, watching the second season of Heroes and steadfastly ignoring the pile of papers ballooning out around me that i should be wading through to help me with my assignment.

Maybe i care something about the course that i'm doing after all?! That would be pretty cool.