2hrs, 53mins

My torts exam feels like its rushing up so quickly that it will smash me in the head at any moment. I've got that clutch of fear in my stomach, and the panic making the bloof in my head pound just that little but harder. I should be studying the notes that make only half-formed notions in my head, looknig over practice exams and writing answers. Instead, i went into work for a little while and read my book for a good portion of the afternoon (in my defence, it's a good book...).

I'm in that state where i've stopped trying. I don't want to fail. But i can't find the gumption to study! It's almost as if i've decide that if i don't try my hardest, i can blame a fail on a lack of preparation. Rather than study my tooshie off and then fail... which would only serve to prove my stupidity. Im scared about going in there at sitting at my desk for two hours - with no idea of what to put down.

The teacher is a cow: this isn't one of those exams where i can confidently say that i'm worrying over nothing. She's borderline evil. She'll make the exam as hard as possible and relying on my bullshitting skills may not get me as far as i would like. I hoped to just be able to write at least something down under each essay topic and problem question... but i'm doubting that she would be so nice as to allow us to get away with that.

Damn, damn, damn... i just can't wait until this is over.