I had such a good day. El and i had a three hour break, which we spend very productively, shopping and eating crap at Marion. I bought books and a tee shirt with a panda on it. Again, i am now broke. But we had lots of fun. I got a bunch of assignments back and got distinctions or high distinctions on all of them. El and i discovered some bizzare things that we had in common. I came home and read an awesome book; Twilight by Stephanie Myers. It's excellent, and very well written, and i adore the plot... though i'm absolutely terrified that it won't end happily, so cross your fingers for an ending that i like. Dinner was good, i conversed with my brother... all was well.
THEN night fell. I got very bored - i didn't want to watch television, the lightbulb blew so i couldn't read, i wasn't hungry and i was in no mood to crack open my homework. After a few incredibly frustrating msn conversations, i'm now officially fed up. One day, i'm not going to be everyone's fall-back girl, the girl that everyone comes to when they want to feel better, and then people are going to get a shock. I'm not entirely sure why my mood switched, but i think it has something to do with that. Now, i'm thinking of skipping some classes tomorrow, just so that i can sit at home in a mindless stupor. It's not like i get marks for them, and it's not on the exam. So how can i care?
I think i'm looking forward to wednesday. I have no uni. I have no Kids Club, because it's been officially canned. I have no nothing. I'm not going to set an alarm, so i can sleep in. I'm going to shower, and put on my favourite denim skirt and my new panda tee. I'm going to read all day and have a salami sandwich. I may go for a long walk, and then read in a park with my i-pod. If i'm deemed important enough, i'll be watching movies with a mate than night. If not, i'm watching season 3 of Veronica Mars. I can't wait. It's going to be such a good day.
Suddenly, it's 11.30pm. I'm not sure where the last four hours have gone. I can guarantee that the last two at least been passed in an unseeing stupor of melancholy. So i'm going to bed, to keep reading my awesome book (and hope that it doesn't start to look like it will end badly) - and possibly eat a biscuit.
I plan to start afresh tomorrow.
THEN night fell. I got very bored - i didn't want to watch television, the lightbulb blew so i couldn't read, i wasn't hungry and i was in no mood to crack open my homework. After a few incredibly frustrating msn conversations, i'm now officially fed up. One day, i'm not going to be everyone's fall-back girl, the girl that everyone comes to when they want to feel better, and then people are going to get a shock. I'm not entirely sure why my mood switched, but i think it has something to do with that. Now, i'm thinking of skipping some classes tomorrow, just so that i can sit at home in a mindless stupor. It's not like i get marks for them, and it's not on the exam. So how can i care?
I think i'm looking forward to wednesday. I have no uni. I have no Kids Club, because it's been officially canned. I have no nothing. I'm not going to set an alarm, so i can sleep in. I'm going to shower, and put on my favourite denim skirt and my new panda tee. I'm going to read all day and have a salami sandwich. I may go for a long walk, and then read in a park with my i-pod. If i'm deemed important enough, i'll be watching movies with a mate than night. If not, i'm watching season 3 of Veronica Mars. I can't wait. It's going to be such a good day.
Suddenly, it's 11.30pm. I'm not sure where the last four hours have gone. I can guarantee that the last two at least been passed in an unseeing stupor of melancholy. So i'm going to bed, to keep reading my awesome book (and hope that it doesn't start to look like it will end badly) - and possibly eat a biscuit.
I plan to start afresh tomorrow.
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